husssshhhh

and YES i went swimmin cause i was paranoid
of my ass growin big.
shuddup.
((:

reasonance

i've came back frm swimmin abt an hr ago. and haven bathed yet since had to eat my dinner cause i was starvin, and MY~, do i smell heavily of chlorine.*gags

i'm really tired and i think i'll really sleep early today. really.

i'm in NO mood to entertain the damn likes of u, so u can rot ur life away clickin away thru friendster and chattin on msn like everyone (includin me) always does. its the "cycle of life" which i can do just fine without.

and u noe i realise, that life really is a cycle. like the video mdm aisha showed us the other time durin geog lecture which mocks the results of urban growth. [ not "urbanisation" u naughty ppl hu still can't tell the difference!--geog students] i sometimes feel like a hamster runnin along in tunnels, which really are the under ground tunnels or underpass or wadeva u call them, leadin fmr the mrt to diff exits bringin u to diff places all over raffles place.well it sucks. and the experience is heightened durin peak hrs. everybody juz moves with the flow. i feel like one minor dot like one of the many figures in the video, without a drive. a place. inconspicuous THING, rollin forth to an unidentified destination.

it sucks.

now we all noe, ching lin will NEVER work in and office OR in the CBD area. i'll drive myself crazy. but YOU can! go. GO!

i smell chlorine.

ok, bathe i must.

finger lickin conscience.

well, much has happened last week. for those that haf been livin in the shrouded bushes in some distant areas, and may not haf heard, well-- lots haf happened.

HOWEVER.

i will not go on and elaborate on it. NOR shall i talk abt it.

u noe i've ignited such curiousity in u. and YOU KNOW i did it on purpose. and YOU KNOW, hur hur, i'll NEVER tell you. haha. okok. i would IF i would receive some form of, heh, bribe. ((:

anyway, nothin much has happened since i've been stuck in another shrouded bush myself in raffles place (if u see any-bush- at first sight, perhaps u'll be able to take a sneaky peek and find me there!) workin my ass off and being paid only $6 an hr. DO NOT get credit cards! dun apply, or send in any sort of application for them and discourage EVERYONE in SIGHT frm doin the same! im goin thru hell and its all because of u manipulative spendthrifts out there. BURN u mindless fools! BURN!!! *blush.

ok today, haha. i was eatin at subway (dun i always?(:) and this guy came in and sat directly opp. me. the worst part was that no one else was in the shop AND there was even no music bein played! so attention is juz focused more intensly on the other living thing in the shop. each other. BUT at least i made and effort to look out the glass doors and play pretensious interest in the cars rollin and ppl strollin by. he did the same only it would juz look ridiculus if he looked where i was lookin so he looked inside the shop. HAHA. but i think he gave up. and he did not even EAT finish his sandwich!... those precious things...Oh, it was the longest meal EVER. it felt that way anyway. and worst more, i was eatin in the most messi-est way up to date. as in the "sauce ozzin-sauce drippin-dirtytissue filled tray-filthy hands-crumb filled nails" kind of messy. i even made it sound so gross i'm feelin grossed out myself now. but nonetheless, all stated above is true.

this brings me to another point, i love subway. no matter how many times a week i eat frm it, i'll never get sick of it. if u haf ANY difficulty findin somethin to get me for on my birthday or haf difficulty decidin on WHERE to treat me for somethin EXCLUSIVELY nice i've done for u, subway mayb ur life line into the inescapable (is there such a word?) situation. but then if u had to do anythin on both occasions, it better BE somethin better than subway. HAHA. okok i'm being unreasonable.

i DO like NYDC's "three amigos" baked pasta/rice. mmmmmm~ *slurp

haha.

mystic, i'm livin it

my day is horrible. without a doubt, i cross my heart.

i woke up early, rushed to work at raffles place and reached there RIGHT ON TIME. 9am. and well the office wasn't open . yet. well or wad i thought. YET.

then i strolled arnd.. walked arnd downstairs, upstairs, bid my time and went into the toilet abt a MILLION times. when i went up again, it was still locked and dark. i therefore came to the conclusion that there was NO work and praised myself for the stupidity of my entire outcome. can u BELIEVE all that precious sleep time WASTED??? *sigh

aft got back made the mad decision to go tannin at bishan complex.

why there?
:- sun rays always happen to be in great abundance there.
- peace and serenity can be found.
- many other fellow tanners there all clad equally or more "skimpily".
- awkward bulges and fats and stretchmarks go unnoticed.
- finally, the children's pool does wonders to let one achieve a tan.
must be all the urine! haha. JOKIN.

i can't belief i juz listed all that down. but, it is true. *blushes* but depressinly, all that lasted for a mere 20 mins. then the clouds started their coverage, so i decided to go for a swim, but that was fine. HA. were u expectin somethin great or horrible to happen?? haha. loser! haha. okok.

later came out and i did haf the priviledge of sittin beside a goodlookin guy. hu looked very much like a swimmer. now that's something to laugh and giggle abt, speedo trunks and all. HAHAHA. ( now now, i'm not droolin or anythin, he was right beside me can i help it??) ha.

and of course i was still thinkin of my sexy while lookin. i'm not THAT a bitch la. besides, its in our nature ( both of us) to look and admire. no i'm not in denial so pls, snap/shut it. *diao*

ok. that's abt wad happened so far (sounds like sofa) and i want to sleep. i WILL be goin for my grandma's birthday BASH..

"a flash of a wild fists bashin up my precious grandma who is crouchin on the floor howlin and pleadin in pain..."

HORROR. okok. some disturbing graphics imgained rite there. * cringes* well, my aunt's settin up the BBQ stuff, yes, BARBEQUE it IS. ((:

now i noe ur jealous, but u'll get ur turn someday ok sweet pea? haha

sleeeeeeeppppp here i come.....! zzz

my ecstacy pill!

haha. char's blog is truly hilarious. in a gossipy girl way.
the usual.
but funny anyway.
where else can u get updates frm? haha

i've started work, since wed and my god, i have the major fear of my ass growin too big for its own damn good.

haf u ever SEEN workin women's (office/admin) arses?? they are major huge wid all that rollin arnd on chairs wid wheels! it's HORRIBLE. i get a premonition of my ass gettin bigger everyday and i'm startin to halucinate its growrh size. or i THINK i'm hallucinatin. let it BE halluccination. *gags.

it led to me headin down to the gym to do some step ups. HAHA. today yes.

i hope asses dun grow majorly in juz 2 weeks. )):

ok. too much ass talk. and
i think admin work's a drag.

my sexy is getting sexier wid his growin tummy. HAHA. i'll miss it when it's gone. ((:

love is sweet bliss
with you i'm at ease
u make my heart do flips
and oh my head just tips..

swimmin in ecstacy
u must be my legacy!
sexy as can be
oh ho. i'm jumpin with GLEE. (:

-ching

grandma's birthday is tmr!!! ah-mah ROCKS ma torned up SOCKs!
much love to growin old. she has love frm her children, frm her grand children and all.
-if she actually can remember us. haha. sweet pea.

i want you. AWAY! gooday

agitated, aggrevated.

Today was a bore. i can't even begin to describe it.
went to visit my gradma today. its been a really loooong time.
but really, how excitin can it be, when one gets there and expects to be greeted wid a mutual conversation and understanding instead of constant chatter and praises for the one person who hasn't even made her(aunt) grand appearance.

not that i have anythin against my aunt.

its juz irritating that my grandma keeps talkin bout her. and she sees her every week. i haven appeared for more than 3 months! haha

ok did i sound.. jealous? *cough* oops

oh well, wadever u say. i still say my grandma is being exceptionally irritain and weird in this aspect. even my poor dad has to tolerate such rants frm her. and she doesn't see him often or as ofetn as my aunt too.

and i think i'm getting a little too impatient. hur. easily.

and i'm irritated wid this ONE person. hu obviously doesn't noe it and i dun think CARES.

oh puee. yuck.

kick start

i've been doin some redirecting of thoughts frm my past blog to my present (this). i seem to find some difficulty explainin my need to set up a new one. perhaps since i find my life has gone thru so much changes, and, well, its time i had one in this aspect too ya?

what the hell. i'm turnin borin with this shit. and i use to LOVE doin this stuff.

anyway, today was, HA, amusing. not exactly an everyday issue, but reallywell, STAGNANT. i cna't believe my life is turnin borin NOW after all that? and wasn't it juz Seconds ago i mentioned that my life is changin, drastically. or i hope it sounded that way to you. yes that WAS the intention if u din feel anythin. ok drifting drifting...

life isn't as fun or spontaneous or QUEER as it use to be in katong. no more mad screams and teacher terrorisation. making our new associations. singing songs, and being the fool. but hey, i hate you too. (:

my love(calvin), my life (family and friends) and my dog(scraggy thing named princess. i love). I adore.

ok this is the first post of this blog. very the excitin ar. *sneers*

its the beginning of a new adventure!!! * does the superman action with limbs*