a hit home thought

i went to watch movie alone!!! haha
at least it was quite quiet in the cinema, not so bad.
BUT
i intend to try tmr, watchin memoirs of a geisha.
if any frens wants to watch wid me, too bad.
its about time i strengthen the courage i've managed to build up.
nxt thing on the "to do" courage list is... goin the NUDE on the beach... in wads that beach called in some part of the world?
yea, i shall try that one day, whether i be some wrinkly old woman, i dun care. i'll do it.

by the way i watched "in her shoes" today.
a very movin tale of 2 sisters i must say. not chic despite wad reviews haf said.
"i carry ur heart ( i carry ur heart in my heart)", taken frm In Her Shoes.
sweet huh. *smiles
its times like these, that makes me realise how much i'm missin without any siblings arnd me, and that frankly, i'm quite alone.
oh wells, no use glooming away. HAHA

went shoppin again... bought a top, again, frm fcuk.
and maybe i'll get this pair of shoes that i'm VERY interested in frm top shop.
yes.
and i'm still pondering on whether to get sch shoes...
or mayb juz stick wid my bag fetish. HAHA. like i HAD one?
and now i'm thinkin of white/really faded denim skirt.
shit. stop me pls. some one bloody hell stop me.

ok. i admit.
i'm one of those impulsive buyers u see on the streets.
figures y i end up being broke most of the time. *sigh

and now i'm thinkin y i care so much to buy so many clothes when most of my life is spent in sch.

ok, i'm messin my head up. jeez