its my battle

i miss him,
and i love him,
and now that i'm without him,
i'm grievin.

like how the hell am i suppose to live my life Normally when calvin is doin his BMT?
i feel lonely and sad and that's depressin.
now i actually UNDERSTAND why some girls just can't live without a boyfren too long.
that's y they feel ok about gettin boyfren aft boyfren and end up lookin cheap and so much like an easy catch.
hur.
NEVER, i say, will i be like that. i WILL wait a year or 2 before i actually consider takin up a guy again should i break up wid calvin...

enuff of that.

i'm goin out wid sarah and ting later for dinner and get that shorts!!! HAHAHA

finally, i won't feel the desolation of not havin it.
gettin the shorts would minimize the sufferings my current state of mind is undergoing.

i miss calvin.