right side up- what?

now i reallllllyyyy want the sch shoes. haha
(thanks alot to junyi's modellin of her new sch shoes. HAHA, now i'm completely envious. Ha!)

and i haf to fork out some bit for my friggin handphone bill. (parents roar) *sigh
oh wells. at least i'm changin my plan. cheaper bill, more smses... better talk time? ahaha.
SCREW YOU M1!!! :D

i want top shop shoes!
i'm a sad sad SAD pathetic fool.
so much for wantin to save some cash in my bank account.

i think art is kinda fun.
the teacher is nice/funky/borin all at the same time, it keeps you awake. HAHA.

and i slack so much in sch, i wonder wad i'm even doin there.
and i end sch at 4.30 again tmr. AGAIN for god's sake. mayb after i'll drag myself to the gym to actually get my muscles movin again. and run minimum 6 rounds round the track if my legs still work like they USE to.

i'm so useless at my peak. useless piece of shit. throw me sympathy.
no.
dun show me sympathy.
bring me joy and distraction.
i need much of em rite now. and for months to come.
in fact for 2 years. but this year would be sufficent, cause nxt year, i'll finally get myself busy wid A lvl prep... *rubs hand in anticipation.
and its still 11 mths away.

lately i've been doin lots of counting down. that's pathetic u noe, if u ask me.
its just goes to show how FREE i am, adn how borin a person I AM.

5 more days!!! *jiggles (ewww. haha) happily.