the status quota

i've decided i shan't whine no more bout calvin in BMT.
i mean it's not like he's dead and won't appear to me forever.
if he's tryin to take life in stride by goin to the army to become a man,
then so can i, take it in stride, and live the life i use to live and enjoy myself as a temp single.

wow. i can't believe sayin that made me smile to myself. haha. (:

i shall continue livin( in singular form)! frm....
uh
wednesday onwards.
i shall miss him, but life WILL proceed with normality and its usual vibrance. yes.
i see hope at the end of the tunnel!

now then.
shld i go for the surf and sweat organised by NTU??
but then i haven't been trainin for a few months.
now wad?
but i say, it IS fun...
its sorta surfin and then runnin 3 k if i remember correctly fmr last year.

ok right now, i'm at home. well, can't really go anywhere since its rainin cats and dogs.
why can't it juz be sunny for one whole day, and may that day NOT be a god damn sch day!
i'm fair and i hate it.

and i juz ate insufficent food cause i refuse to step out into the pounding rain juz to get my late lunch, and in doin so, probably getting half my body drenched.
and i had my perfect lunch all planned out!
dumpling noodles and iced lemon tea.

i wouldn't have mind sittin at the cofffee shop eating and readin my book alone.
the wind would be perfect for a nice cold atmosphere to suit my mood and the silence i'd surround myself wid would be so... comfortable.

i really shld try watchin movies alone. imagine how much fun that'll be. :D

dun call me a loner cause goin to the movies alone happens to be one of the things that most singaporeans wouldn't DARE do, and by challenging juz that, u are... hur, an individual, standing out, in ur own RIGHT.

how bout that. (:
if u've already done it, u have earned my respect. *shakes hand

alright, i'm pissin bored.
i'll post later IF i want.