when love falls back.

so i'm alone again aft a blissful day frm 8pm yest to 6pm today.
now all i gotta do is be alone once more for 16-17 more days.
that's 2 weeks and 2-3 days.

temp singlehood here i come.

i hate the damn feelin that i'm feelin rite now.
its like i've been to hell, and momentarily given grace, only to be pulled back to the fires yet again.
such uncalled for hope.

CNY would juz be another given grace. but welcomed nonetheless.

at least i noe he's enjoyin himself there, tryin to become a man, considering all that talk with occasional moans he's been doin, haha.

i'm happy i'm at least able to connect with his army talk. (thank you NCC! haha)

ok. shoppin i want. PAY?! where the friggin hell ARE YOU you stupid BITCH! :D

A*list:
- 2 tops
- sch shoes
- heelies
and they all add up to 300+++. that's the f***ed up part.
BUT
that's all i want for CNY and life rite now. NOW!!!!!! *roar

money money money money money...