with a life of its own

"funny why they always wanna be frens once they rip ur guts out.", taken frm starship troopers about girls and break ups. haha

i juz found that phrase really amusing. its nice to noe we haf the power to RIP! haha

alright. attempted to tan today. the sun was out but i din get a tan, but the moment i stepped out of the complex, the sun shined full blast.
i think the sun hates me.
i think it really does.

i skipped sch almost the whole day except for geog lecture.
good thing since i din haf to go for pc/ct and i did not land myself any class commitee position, which was fine by me.
and i din haf to hear my stupid form teacher's irritating voice.
though she called earlier on to ask wad was wrong.
i must say the only problem i haf with sch, is her.

her fav phrases are "can do" and "of sorts". and she uses them excessively mind u.
i thought GP teaches u to be more creative and not practice repetition of words.
(yea she's my GP teacher, adn yes, she teaches GP, duh)

i missed lit tuitorial but that's ok. wad ever intro mr sng is tryin to get us to do is the same as wad he did last year. so basically i've done it all b4.
and its no use introducing urself to a class filled with ppl whereby only half of them has any intentions of stayin in YJ aft trial period.

shld i buy more clothes or shld i juz buy my sch shoes and nothin else? pls i need opinions and i need it NOW.
i cannot make up my mind, HOW?

only 3 days haf passed since i've seen calvin, but it's felt like weeks. jeez

i need to shop. get me out of my stagnant, "all abt calvin" mood.
pathetic.
absolutely PATHETIC.