loving blooms

its been a piggybank breakin weekend-PLUS.
plus standing for the additional days followin the weekend. *sigh

its back to more scrumpin up of cash yet again.
and wads more the holidays are comin. /:

i haven done my "view frm the top" sketches required for art and my tutorial is TOMORROW, which she'll probably start pesterin on wantin to see the progress, which obviously isn't done.

i ALSO think my printer is dehydrated and renourishin it would probably mean spendin another BULK of cash on the exceptionally expensive set of liquid it needs, drunk.

managed to borrow the trilogy by dave peltzer, about dave peltzer, that ms lim was talkin about which was supposedly really interestin.
adn it is i must say. (:
tomorrow is the results day so i'm gona wish all those that are collectin their results tomorrow much much MUCH luck though its really quite useless at this point. haha.

managed to watch all the shows i wanted to watch despite the amt of money washed down the cash pipes of cathay and lido.
they were:
- final destination 3 (w calvin)
- casanova (w calvin) (yes! i actually managed to catch it, and i thought it was already closin...)
- rumor has it (w sab, joan, pris.C and ana)

and all were pleasantly up to expectations.
haha.
and FD3 was grusomely exaggerated, but hell, i liked it anyway. (:

and i'm finally gettin another pay. though lesser than i would haf preferred, but its better than nothin and it helps.

and i finally had my missed time with calvin made up for his 2 week period absence.
the bliss. (((:

this week would be a happy one cause then he'll come back on sat and sun AGAIN. and tmr i'll get to see him once more before that. and the week after... HIS POP!!!! ((:
now i'm invitin the company to go see, are u all on and willing?
its at pasir ris camp.

haha. see here!
all that 137 nonsense. (:
many misses.

*in any case, if u did not realise, we are doin the "no speak, no see, no hear" pose, typical i noe, but back off will u?
*smirks (:

many happy occurances.

here's a recap on an event that i would like very much to reoccur. /:

oh wells...

today was a pathetic outin wid the clique of yester years. geri had a bad sunburn, ahha. and they all had new haircuts. sarah with new colours in her hair, and ting xi finally had her eyebrows plucked and eunice .. well, needs to pluck hers. hahaha. *grins.

volleyball to today was pretty fun despite the fact that my forearm AGAIN got the major beating that it really doesn't deserve. ha.
but it really was fun.
and my servin is really improvin!
not that it really matters in a game but its improving!
and i'm workin on those spikes...
its gettin there~you just wait and see! (:

calvin's comin back tomorrow~! *does a little jig with my fats.
woohoo. (((:

i'm proud to say that survivin on cheddar cheese, strawberry yoghurt and crackers, and btoh satiable and healthy in a dairy way. (:
and for girls, yoghurt is pretty good for ur vagina's acidic content. take note of that.
read it in a mag.
HAHA.

ok, i'm about bursting with excitement, so i'll escape to my netherworld. (:
so long strange dwellers!

21 hours!

happiness stagnated

tannin was a success i say (despite the fluctuating weather. ha).

the whole day was so slack, i can't believe it happened.
and the stupid ass of a uncle security guard REFUSED to let us out of sch, he took deliberate measures by closin BOTH gates! ( when i say both, its the one for ppl and the one for cars.) ah, fark him. i miss the other uncles frm yester year.

there was a rugby match today, and when i left (which was halfway thru), CJ was winnin 10-nil ( 1 goal is 5 pts). *sigh.
yj is a loser thru and thru. we might as well love ourselves for being juz that. /:

oh well. i'm tired. bye.

2 days.

clickin fingers.

heh. i've found eye's profile! hur hur. guess what? same age. hur hur! haha
(too bad cheryl, TOO BAD! :D haha)

okok, cheeky too much.

tmr is quick tan day with nai which will last pretty short cause we dun want to get burnt once more.

and then an art schedual follows with the remainin breast ( long time since i used that term really) *gives char a pointed look.

today had a talk about art appreciation frm ARTIE ( ha, how appropriate!) and had a bit of a fun time discussin what could be done to little primary 3s from Jiemin Primary sch.
and then the whole morning period was just a tiring day.

AND i got 1/28 for my maths.
*rolls eyes.
i knew i'd do badly, but this is really absurd.
the retardness is still killin me since this aft.
*roar
this REALLY can't do.
the only assurance is that my lit essay writing is getting back on track ( rusty no more!).
but i think i shldn't say it too early.
JUST in case. hahaha

alright.

3 days.

when it just keeps getting better.

so i've got the potion to the cure off my frizzed up hair (stupid curls), so i PRAY(though i proudly say i'm a free thinker) it works it's miracles or... *sniffs.. or... *sigh.

haha.

i think my way of diggint he ball is pretty bad cause i keep gettin bruises on my forarm.. and it so obviously is located ont he wrong part of my hand.
did some spiking today, first there was the one on one which i did HORRIBLY like i always do.
then there was the practise AFTER which had my whole right palm red and a bit swelled, WITH the inclusion dirt smeared all over it, all attained frm the disgustin ball itself.
so the whole trainin was pretty much an embaressment for me, i think i could actually get use to it one day. haha.
but i guess its still fun. /:
(except for the growin bruise i haf on ONLY my right forearm-- weird isn't it... juz goes to show how bad my technique is.)
my servin has improved slightly. partly cause i finally realised the true meaning of.. AIMIN. hahaha!

oh wells. today is a pretty relaxin day.
and guess what?
NO GEOG TUTORIAL FOR ME TOMORROW!!! (((((((:
and FRIDAY pls. that meannnssss...
i'm very VERY relaxed.
NOTHING can possibly spoil my mood tmr. not even the fact that calvin is only comin back in 4 days time! (:
and another good news. calvin's comin back earlier than i expected this sunday... YAY~!

the stars must be shinin brightly on me, cause i sure am a happy girl today. :D

there's art tmr.. i'm getting use tot he idea of havin a 3 hr lesson at the end of my whole thurs timetable. yep. (:
i'm seeing things at a much brighter and lighter note.

cheers to all! (:

4 days!!! (((:
(notice the excessive smiles. haha)

the day following.

i finally get the call after soooooo long.
i'm a happy girl. *smiles to self.

and he maybe comin back in 5 days instead of 6! YAY~!

(((:

YAY~!!! (:

nobody really realised the difference in my hair!*roar (haha)
all they said was.. "ur hair.. tie differently/ messier ah." or better yet, " got difference ar.."

thank god my mum did it and it wasn't some 60 plus hairdo. that'll really haf me pullin up my frizzed up curls. haha
besides, my hair is pretty non-resistent. shld straighten pretty soon. /: ( i hope. ha)

today was ART potluck day.
so so, but i enjoyed the meat lovers pizza. yums.
and my cocktail appetizers was better than i expected, BUT the cheeze kept fallin apart!
and UNA kept pushin off those precious sausages and pineapples. hahaha. a real cheese lover that one. haha.

ok.. i still haf art homework to do. if i can't do it tonight due to my brain being OVERLY tired.. *cough
then, i'll juz do it tmr aft sch while waitin for volley to start. yep.

and my aunt juz called if i wanted to babysit my already big enough cousins.
my respose WILL haf to wait for tmr night after calvin's call.
those weekends are exceptionally important mind you!

elvis, huiyi, cheryl and i took neoprints! haha here they are:!




ok! homework!

5 days!!! (((:

the tribute

and here's a tribute to the 3 feb babies's birthday dinner:

the BIRTHDAY people.
(melissa-19 feb, weiyong-17 feb, cheryl-19 feb)

they pose.

they cut.

the GIRLS.

the BOYS.

the GROUP. (((:

yes. bottletree village rocked our night. hooyah!

the funny side of life-

i'll say!
curly hair is pretty fun. hahaha.
i'm still smilin frm the turnout.
its NOT bad to me, but neither is it fantastic. haha.
its livable!
but i'll need to go get more wax... it gets kinda frizzy when it dries. SO.
AND i dun intend to say anythin to calvin.
he'll see for himself. HAHAHA.
this is damn funny.
it looks hilarious.
adn since i haven coloured away my white hair... i wouldn't dare see if it takes a slight resemblance t an old lady's back. hahhaa.
BUT its fun nonetheless.

WOOHOO! (((:

oh, i can't wait to see calvin's reaction.. haha. he better not show distaste. or i'll slap him upside down. /:

anticipatin moments.

camera whorin happened again today haha.
ONLY today was for a greater cause, a YJC log! (:

ok, it's really for our sale journal background and i'm thinkin it's gona look pretty good. YAY. :D
the chi' flow will look good i say, it'll look good.

nothin much happened as everythin happened like any sch day.
and people are slowly disappearin.
i can't blame them, but at least stay till the ur actually given ur postings. besides, i bet they dun even haf a job!
BUMS everyone of em. haha

tmr will be art club's official openin with a small potluck which i bet won't be much of a success with too much drinks and pathetic presentations of food.
but thta's only a predicament of mine, and not sayin it'll be true.

i can't wait for next monday to come!

ok, i'm doin the curls so i haven't much to say until it does make it's appearance.
UNTIL then, be patient and wait for the results! haha

7 days.
(finally only a WEEK left)

hahaha.
this is interesting. HAHA.

so i'm living.

today was ok.
cheryl FINALLY got her guinea pig.
and i'm back to being broke. /:
money collection!!!!! *roar.

went to check out the shirts that our sale journal is gona be sellin,
lots of stock.
wide variety too.
i say.
our sale journal,
would be close to being a success
if not,
just that. (:

oh, it is too excitin for words.
but other stuff ore STILL not settled yet, so.

and god dammit, i want curls! *ack.
mayb i shld. just give in to the damn temptation.
besides curls can't damage my already kinky hair. hahaha!
nature can't beat THAT.
ok, i think i shall! (((:

i mean, why deprive myself further? haha
ok. tmr i shall haf it done. (:

did i say i love calvin?
i love calvin. :D
haha.

when the goin gets tough

yesterday was "fun fun fun till the daddy took the stereo away... fun fun fun till the daddy...".
ok, there was no stereo, and there was no daddy, but there was def fun even though there was only three of us celebratin....
NICHOLAS JIE's BELATED birthday!!!! (((:
first headed to nydc. (typical choice of mine, NOT his. haha)
then we had intentions of watchin movie, and makin HIM fork out the money, but
it was not to be.
so liying, nich and i walked arnd town.
to hereen we went, searching for the perfect sisterhood slippers (landed with the sandal/strap at the back havannahs, which stock WILL come in end of feb. )
checked out hooker worthy men's underwear and scanty bikinis,
and i haf found yet another bikini that i'm interested in, but NUM is ALWAYS over priced.

next, we headed to CINE to relax,
and wells! to my old work place we went.
Maestro bistro, which HAS improved tremendously since last year when it first opened.
we had FONDUE FUN, costing $24.40.
fit for 3 pax, which happened to be JUST right.
and it was YUMMY.. especially the brownies.. but they kept gettin stuck in the choco. /:
and we SUSPECT the pineapples were spoilt.
and i was tryin to be nice by eatin mroe than i shld haf so it wouldn't look like we were jus wastin their food away,
BUT,
so much for being nice.
but,
NO tummy ache so far.
yet.

oh. hahaha. and nicholas hated the shirt that liying chose for him. haha.
it had FRILLS for goodness sake. haha.
we forced him to tryit on in one of those basement wheelock toilets, and
LIYING,
body obsessed person that she is, decided to take a QUICK shot of nich while he was changin! haha! god.
anyway, not bad i say, big chest, but not bad at all! *winks at nicholas. hahaha. (:
she's got a foto of him in her fone now, that scandalous creature. lets see if she's really gona put it up on her friendster.

so it WAS a pretty eventful night with me givin hints on wantin the asic shoes.
or bargainin with him on how much he could pay if i paid a small portion of it. haha.
such usage of sisterly friendship. hahaha
oh i feel bad. but...
Nicholas ROCKS! (:

before meetin the 3/4 sisterhood, met up with EVON, sebas, swensens, to see her for ONE LAST TIME before she whisks off to aussie, perth to do her studies in the U.
i'll miss that girl:-

my temp kayakin partner in sec 3.
my buddy specialist in AKE'04.
my fellow diver trials feminist.
and my competition participation enthusiast.
and gym-er!

oh the long missed times.

NS hasn't changed sebas ONE bit.
and swensen's dressin has at least improved.
devin did not make his appearance so we shall never noe.

we did the usual get together chat in a weird place called the liquid kitchen, and we were the ONLY ppl since it is situated in SUCH a weird place and it WAS pretty early for a alcohol saturated shot. but the onyl person hu had a cocktail (doused in tequila)l in that place was none other than EVON herself. haha.
pretty waste of money i say.
but i liked my drink nonetheless.

other than that, that's how i spent my sat without calvin.
temp singlehood, is NOT a blast, but it was cool.

but u noe wad?!
yest was a day filled with model-lookin guys EVERY WHERE.
as in EVERYWHERE i went, i could just gaze upon some really too perfect lookin guy!
is Singapore FINALLY startin to improve?

and oh. went tannin with cheryl phua nai qing in the mornin and WELL, got myself burnt yet again, so much for wantin to retain my satisfyin tan. *sigh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERLY BREAST!!!! :D loves!

8 more days of missing.

walkin this lonely road

turns out today wasn't a free free day for me to save save save and cut cut cut on weight weight weight.

in fact, it was quite the opposite.

left school (with early leave of course- told u i'd do it din i?) :D
went home to bathe my dog, spank her for shittin on the kitchen floor and bathe then sleep.
HOWEVER,
only had 2 hrs.. no 1.5 hrs of sleep casue cherly phua nai qing then dropped over at my house and waited for me to get ready, cause our trinklet hunting started TODAY! (((:
we are now ONE step closer to our online sale journal dream. haha.(:
wandered all over arab street and fell in love with two uncles and made an enemy out of another (that stupid grandfather collections uncle. arsehole.)
bought of a BAG of those wonderous treasures and will start our little crusade VERY very soon.((:
i finally found a shisha shop, and i WILL make plans to visit it oneday to take my FIRST virginal breath.
following that was a cruise through bugis to get that EXTRA present for mel,
typically female lingerie.
very cute by the way.
then off we went to bottletree village.

the dinner was a success!
and i had my favourite mantous( fried buns that always go with the chilli crab sauce, only i ate it with t he curry fish head curry. so much better)! (:
we had multiple foto takin sessions, and OH
the bubble blowin section which consisted of many escapin bubbles and bubble blowin competition.
mine was a failure frm the beginnin till the end.
if the gum was flyin off the straw... it was blowen into pathetic shrivelled up blobs. * sigh.

so, u can see, i wasn't able to...
sleep more,
eat less,
lose weight,
and therefore
have grown even more...
which is really disturbin my conscious right now.

i'm gona exercise later. god.

and i still haf no fotos to put up!
tmr, they'll all come. u just wait.

9 days!
the loneliness is gettin to me. *sigh, such misses.

loving the time.

art today was good. Hahaha. ( just in case she-ms gao, reads this. HAHAHA*jokin)
seriously it was ok.
lots of reading which our tired minds could only understand so much.
half the time was groanin about wad the 6 paged passage about art REALLY meant.

the rest of it was animation viewin and a laughter filled session. haha
i guess art classes really are always the best. (((:

tomorrow is weiyong's birthday!!! :D
and also a combined celebration of his, fish, and nai's birthday BASH.
at bottletree village.
those hu HAVEN'T gone to that resturant, its about time u did.
the atmosphere would be the closest u'd get to experiencin a meal in a WOULD be, dream, beach house (which one couldn't POSSIBLY have in singapore).
the place is pretty perfect and the food is cheap cheap and CHEAP.
AND.
despite wad u think, its not a seafood resturant.
just a resturant beside the sea.
so it doesn't produce ONLY seafood dishes.

i've eaten a lot of junk today its disturbin.
and i haven visited the gym in a million years!
to think i was a devout believer in workin out at least once or twice a week in that place EVERY week.
i'm becomin such a bum.
mayb tmr would be a good day to cut down on junk intake and eat proper healthy food.
oat and yoghurt?
ummm... that'll haf to be reconsidered, i'm not about to torment myself with that again.
but it DOES make me full...
adn it IS healthy.
adn ppl always say the worst tasting food is probably the best for ur body.

*sigh
such sacrifices. HAHAHAHA!

maths test tmr would be a drudgery we all haf to face adn drag ourselves to sch for. adn its a waste of time casue after that, the only class i haf is PE! geog tutorial was cancelled cause ANZA... or is it ENZA.. anyway, has a course to attend, therefore, additional free period.

and SINCE i'm all alone right now with out my man( HA) and all my frens would prob be in sch ( ALL of which are in the east) or end later, i'll haf nothin to do except sleep my hunger away.

i'm tellin you, keepin in shape would probably be my main concern for te next few months ( and more!) when i haf nothin better to do, and that's almost all the time. BUT its rather hard to do that in sch when food fare is incredibly cheap and in abundant supply compared to the real world.

i think i'll sleep early tonight. i'm not in the mood for rottin my night away. besides, no model runway/posing shows to catch tonight. * yawn

i see u noticed no pictures this time. *grins.
dun be too happy, they'll be up in the next post. haha.

bye bye!

11 days.

and it pours.

volleyball today wasn't erm.. not too bad. haha.
or at least for the last quater of the trainin., where i FINALLY woke up frm my state of daze, (which i duno wad reason i managed to land in before)
and hit back about to "die" balls. haha.
OR
maybe it was jus stress frm bein in shuan yi's team. haha. power spiker!

AND so much for sayin i wanted my 2 lit essays done tmr. they are BOTH not done yet.. but the first essayis... gettin there.. hahahaha.

and today's art was... oh kay i guess. drawin planyts for the whole hour WAS a drag, but hey, kemp and i got thru it, with only a small portion done, but hu the hell cares!
AND
i'm super duper proud of my hand sketch.
FINALLY i see some.. talent frm myself. HAHAHA.

adn here's another i foto i found which my mum took of my dad in vietnam.
(i just keep showin pictures of him, haha they're just too hilarious! hahaha.my cute dad. Haha.)

haha. dun ask me where they were. some tunnel. with only a small square as an exit. but if a caucasian can squeeze out of it, so can my teeny parents.












and the other picture, shows true vietnamese spirit in living. HAHA

picture galore lately on my blog. it's pretty fun uploadin pics since its as easy as snappin my fingers (though i'm not exactly good at that, but that's not the point). so u really should expect more unless i'm gona start pourin my heart out again in more posts to come. haha.

alright, see? din do my lit essays again. *sigh.
who gives a damn anymore.
i'm really disappointed with how i did for my geog test. oh well.

until next.

12 days.

what was the best gift i received this valentine's ?

a message from my loved one
(who is suppose to be camped out in a field in camo paint, and hu prob din bring his fone along because it's a useless thing anyway.)
to end off the day by sayin,
"i love you."

i miss him so damn much.

where art thou

i think i'm a pretty lonely soul today, joinin the crowds of singles.
this year's valentine's day is worse than past years as i dun even haf my frens (whom weren't very good substitutes for a "loved one" anyway) to spend it with! god, i can't stand this insanity.

and u noe, it just occured to me today that i never had a secret admirer. *sniffs.
i mean i noe i'm not pretty, and i intimidate guys, AND look like i'm about to explode or roar into ur face with my everyday look, (OR wad elvis refers to as ah lian fierce!--eww)
but GOD,
doesn't that make that a tad conspicious?!

god, the more i think bout it the more depressed i become. its not good for my leo ego for goodness sake. this minor fact is.. is...
tramplin my humanitarian PRIDE!

i'm a screwed up mess.

i need to haf done, TWO lit essays by tonight. one of which was suppose to be handed up TODAY durin a lecture, the other on thurs. to do it by tonight would make my days a lot more.. comfortable.
but i haven started yet of course.

today was really a candy/choco/cookies and the extra gummy, feastin day.
so much for wanted to slim down my cheek size. haha.
but delicious. ABSOLUTELY scrumptious! *slurp.
ESPECIALLY anqi's yummy cookies. haha ( excludin the raisins(: )

news flash:
a sell journal is in the making.
(:
this should be real exciting. :D
oooo.. its too exciting for words.
plannin today was atrociously laughable.
just pray we'll be a HIT.

THIS......

HAHAHA. is a bloody long time ago. HAHA!
so darn childish he is! haha :D

















and then this...
haha. what the HELL is my dad doing?! haha.
taken during their trip in vietnam. (((:

mum is still stuck there. /:
FRIDAY mama comes home! (:

13...

passing memories.

everybody's sellin stuff online, i want too!!! haha.
but ok.
let's jus see, hu wants to be partners in this venture of mine? (((:

anyway, here's a pic of the little girl that's gona be under the guardianship ( or clutches? haha) of my parents during her growin up years in singapore!

pretty sweet lookin huh?

BUT she's comin in in june. can u imagine, from JAN/FEB to now JUNE. i tell u, they can keep postponing it and by the time she DOES come to Singapore, she's prob aged 16! (currently.. 3 or 4 i think)

OH and i juz bought the little white seal (handphone dangle thing) which represents calvin. HAHA.

i say,
it is ADORABLE. (((:

tmr is valentine's day!!!

i've already got my bouquet of flowers. *sticks out tongue

and i've done all the packin of presents. so i'm all set for tmr! (:



a breast circle of shoes pic.. coincidentally, they are ALL NEW SHOES for the year! hahaha.

ok.









And this is a cool picture taken impromptu for art titled, "the view frm above"
a nice unexpected turn out i say.





and THIS, is what school does to us.
taker, elvis.
the entrancing creatures IN the photo...
me, cheryl and huiyi.
haha

cheers!





2 weeks exactly.

and i bought this!!! (clip ons)
the stones are pretty cool.

hooked.

contrary to wad i thought, CVD wasn't THAT bad.
it was juz bad. ha.
our stall did better than i expected, and NO ONE bought the photoframes! *whines/cries in embarressment and turns red.

but i enjoyed the extra stick of marshmellows with the paid for bananas frm ex #137's "choco fondue" stall , my 2 cups of mango ice blended and my 1 dollar entry into cheryl's disco (which i spent less than 5 mins in, so i guess that's equvilent to payin 3 dollars and spending a hell long time in there rite?)

the chopsticks and pebbles and bands were a success despite thoughts of EVER gettin rid of em, and the pegs were of course, scraped. cause they looked ATROCIOUS.
and the wands! lots of bargaining and beggin involved man. *wipes sweat

nearin the end of the carnival, calvin finally made his appearance but failed to enjoy the carnival (though actually i think he really was indifferent to the whole thing) since almost all the stalls were shutting.

the stall was cleaned up, but i must comment that my class people annoyingly need lots of pushing to get things done. its like if they move they'll die kind of issue.

after the whole affair, off calvin and i went romancing, heading to MY favourite part of town, wheelock, to check out the jap resturant on the 3rd floor. but due to the price AND the fact that i'm not a very adventurous eater, we headed down to our "fav" resturant Fish and co. HAHA.

BUT that was crowded, so big O was where we ended at and fnally got our dinner. Conclusion- wad i ate wasn't the most sumptuous and calvin's wasn't exactly the most filling. we finished all of it in quicktime and made a decision not to eat dessert since we had intentions of watchin movie later (calvin wanted to eat long time no eat popcorns) and left the resturant early.
HOWEVER, the movie theatre was filled, so, no movie,
so let's just say that my this year's valentine's day dinner was a disappointment.
took neoprint after missin 2 months of it, since we're one of those couples whom neither has a camera AT ALL.
met up with mark and junyi and off the guys went blabbering away abt army life, yak yak yak.
at least (and this i applaude calvin) calvin had the right mind (or should i say the Heart?) to hold on to me and keep me beside him while he talked with mark and still kept his eye (a look out i meant) on me.

i must say, all my naggin and roarin, abt him not carin abt my presence when he is with his frens, must haf paid off pretty well! haha.

the night ended pretty early compared to the usual standard since both of us were shagged to the bone. adn today was another outing for us which has left me still feelin empty since we hadn't enuff time with each other.
makin the whole ordeal worst. somethin i've been dealt with. the "off to field camp" period and the additional shootin weekend. WHICH technically means, i will not be seeing him for 2 whole weeks.

god, who gives a shit anymore.
to me, days already seem like weeks, so that shld mean 2 weeks is.. 2 years? *chuckles pitifully

i'll stop before i further drown myself in misery and fall into depression. HAHA (that was an exaggeration.)

now i haf this sudden cravin for bk again...

15 days.

when the pain is too much.

i must vent it.
vent it ALL out.

my playin is horrible.
cross my heart i tell no lie.*sigh

the match at CJ was disasterous, i duno WHERE to begin.
and the whole time, because i was that lousy, the seniors kept takin my balls!
frankly i dun like that.
i'd rather make a fool of myself by stopping the ball in a bad way then haf them constantly workin their ass off to try and save mine. ( which ultimately fail in the end anyway)
let me learn the hard way,
THAT's the key man.
ha. key.

CVD is gona be a disaster.
i predict with no premonition needed.
our items are not done, the J1 first intake are not doin anythin but shit.
and our advertising is doing so badly...

i think my class sucks.

i do NOT want to be in the same class for the next intake.
retainees and devi and mayb An qi (biased. HAHA) is fine by me. the rest can get LOST.

ok. i'm being childish.

i feel disgusted with them rite now.
no sch on FRIDAY!!!! (:

saturday come come come SOOOOOOONNNNNnnnnn!

randomly float.

frankly i have nothin goin on in my life so i shan't pretend i have much much MUCH to say.

so juz noe that if i dun post, its not because i'm lazy, it's because my life is borin me out too.

make my day u fools. what happen to you ppl! ur suppose to make my life paradise, like get down on ur knees and kiss my feet!

i miss calvin so much.

4 days...

my dandy fine dime

YAY!!!
new skin! (:
now there's somethin to rejoice over.
i applaude myself.

Valentine's day shopping come soon, come SOON!
it's an exciting week ahead.

for now, i cannot for the love of god remember if i haf ANY homework at all.

god bless me. (:

6 days and COUNTING-

bottled thoughts.

this is damn pissin off.
my taggin board is screwed. and i haf no idea wad the fuckin prob is!
and like i said, i'm not tech savvy and it's makin me god damn frustrated.
and now i can see that my com is screwin up.
and the culprit i haf in mind is gona haf hell to pay.
i dun CARE if he already spends his life in a hell hole.
wad ever he touches, SOMEthing will happen. and THAT is the undeniable truth.

damn him la.

i spent one of the most frustratin nights (i say nights, cause they can't compare to days. i noe, i'm easily irritated, its in my blood! :D) in my life, last night.
it COULD be due to pms.

but i doubt it.
i truly Doubt it.

oh, and macdonalds makes u fart a lot AND burp really smelly gases.
first hand experience, so trust me on that.

AND, i've just wasted one weekend worth of clubbing fiesta. *shrugs shoulders.
time spent with calvin lee should be worth it. haha.

i'm gona get the socks for princess today!!! my trip to simei ( pet safari! :D) will be for that EXACT purpose.

i'll go sleep. i only slept for 4 hrs lat night. *yawn

sing to no song.

and can u believe i ate oat with strawberry yoghurt for dinner?!

i din noe i could do it..
but i DID! *pats self on the back.

dance to no tune.

lessons with spencer is always hilarious. (:
at one moment u could be drownin in the throes of his monotonous voice then suddenly...
"ploop PLooP PloOp PLooP~!"
haha. ( it's suppose to sound like a turkey.)
and then a gust of overpowering laughter grasps u by the neck and u break out with HUGE gusto * WHEE...

that's why most of the time, when someone walks out of his tutorials/lectures, but especially tutorials, they happen to look really wasted.

it makes u wonder how his children grew up arnd him, really.
takin after his eccentric ways, would make the world a Hilarious place and completely unliveable.

and yea, i din noe wad else to talk about, and so the above.
i can't take it.
my life is...*sigh

ok. i miss calvin.

2 days and counting-

effervescence- bubbles of life.

you noe, i thought those days spent at home alone was the only days when it actually FELT lonely? i was wrong.
apparently, those days haf reappeared and become a permanent thing in my life.
and WILL become even more so, with my parents gone.
now i'm not sayin that havin siblings would have been a blast.
it's just that...
well,
i'm just assurin u all that a brother and sister or both or multiples of them, would only be a minor obstacle which will be stuck to you guys for the rest of ur lives,
AND that, despite all of ur jealousy for my FREE being,
REALLY shouldn't obstruct ur views of me being one of ur greatest friends, you know?

i mean...
u ppl'll always haf me as i will you guys.

rest assured my friends.
rest assured. (((:

crap.
i ponned sch today, double yay!
and i borrowed videos, three in fact and watched my life away.
i ALSO bought "sleeping beauty" and "dumbo"!!!
disney classics are love.
and sleeping beauty really is a funny cartoon.
and did u noe that dumbo is actually the cheapest film made in disney's long line of productions?
now u know.

and i am realllly boreed, so i haf no choice but to now proceed with my art homework which is REALLY hard to fathom.
what who why where how when??????
LIKE I REALLY CARE?

ok. i'm crankin up. i need ba gua.
and it's funny i'm sayin this but i'll really miss my parents undeniable presence when they fly off to Vietnam for 5-16 days ( 5 for dad, 16 for mum) *sobs

3 days and counting-