where art thou

i think i'm a pretty lonely soul today, joinin the crowds of singles.
this year's valentine's day is worse than past years as i dun even haf my frens (whom weren't very good substitutes for a "loved one" anyway) to spend it with! god, i can't stand this insanity.

and u noe, it just occured to me today that i never had a secret admirer. *sniffs.
i mean i noe i'm not pretty, and i intimidate guys, AND look like i'm about to explode or roar into ur face with my everyday look, (OR wad elvis refers to as ah lian fierce!--eww)
but GOD,
doesn't that make that a tad conspicious?!

god, the more i think bout it the more depressed i become. its not good for my leo ego for goodness sake. this minor fact is.. is...
tramplin my humanitarian PRIDE!

i'm a screwed up mess.

i need to haf done, TWO lit essays by tonight. one of which was suppose to be handed up TODAY durin a lecture, the other on thurs. to do it by tonight would make my days a lot more.. comfortable.
but i haven started yet of course.

today was really a candy/choco/cookies and the extra gummy, feastin day.
so much for wanted to slim down my cheek size. haha.
but delicious. ABSOLUTELY scrumptious! *slurp.
ESPECIALLY anqi's yummy cookies. haha ( excludin the raisins(: )

news flash:
a sell journal is in the making.
(:
this should be real exciting. :D
oooo.. its too exciting for words.
plannin today was atrociously laughable.
just pray we'll be a HIT.

THIS......

HAHAHA. is a bloody long time ago. HAHA!
so darn childish he is! haha :D

















and then this...
haha. what the HELL is my dad doing?! haha.
taken during their trip in vietnam. (((:

mum is still stuck there. /:
FRIDAY mama comes home! (:

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