somethings to hold on to.

whoo!
it's the weekend. (:

now for tehchinno ICE at prata house witht he beloved. :D

the ultimate

some persona has been gatherin fawning fans and the sight of it brings me ultimate disgust for such a despicable charater may as well be dragged away and hung for the betterment of ALL man kind.

such uncontrollable hatred. no no. LOATHE.

anyhoos.
have been gorgin my right eye for like 5 mins adn it has now swelled to a flatterin size.
of course unflatterin in sight, but no matter.

here here, i'm pretty sure i'd like to share some lovin when i put up this link.
saw it on msn today so some of u might haf read it too. (:

http://magazines.ivillage.com/cosmopolitan/sex/
no/articles/0,,284391_693043,00.html

art has taken a turn for the worst as now we haf a presentation to prepare for.
and not JUST.
there's the coursework and final product of another previous assignment to be completed, so alot of things haf been pulin and tuggin on my nerves lately.
especially that THING.

besides that, i look forward to the considerably long weekend, which brings me one step closer to monday, where there is volleyball joy giving.

and i spy on a pimple in my spy glass. (ok obvously i dun HAVE that.)

oright, i'll be gone o do some arty works.

p.s: leave ur orders in my tagboard. esp the link of the page. THANK you. (:

tomorrow! (:

chitty chitty boom

i'm Crazzzzy over victoria secret wear. they are hot and sexy! woo!
*the cheer that meryl cheered popped into head.

so here's the thing.
cheryl and i are gona get what we want. but startin with somethin considerably cheap ( just in case the shippin and postin goes wrong then not much money will be lost) but the shippin for the certain weight limit is fixed.
so those hu see somethin on the website that u REALLY will die for, tell us, we are gona do a mass postage all the way frm the US so that the costs will be split over more ppl and inevitably, lesser money spent on shippin.
see my point?
so tell!
an order!
SOON!!!! i'm desperate for the top i see.
i'm in love. (:

http://www2.victoriassecret.com/

final collation of orders will end by nxt fri (5 may'06)

my god... even the bikinis are friggin nice, and if u compare to NUM, cheap cheap CHEAP!

ok i'll die lookin at them any further. /:

the match wid TJ ended pretty quickly, haha, and everyone went in light spirited, no volley for TWO weeks! damn. /:

anyhow,
calvin's comin back for a few hours today! (:
i'll be seein him at arnd 7 plus.
yay!

but to countdown...
2 days!! * bounces arnd

somethin interestin. (:

Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it.
The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience.

I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth.
Oh, never mind.
You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded.
But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.
You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future.
Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.

The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts.
Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy.
Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind.
The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive.
Forget the insults.
If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters.
Throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life.
The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives.
Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium.
Be kind to your knees.
You'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't.
Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't .
Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary.
Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either.

Your choices are half chance.
So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body.
Use it every way you can.
Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it.
It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your livingroom.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines.
They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents.
You never know when they'll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings.
They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on.

Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.
Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise.
Politicians will philander.
You, too, will get old.

And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you.
Maybe you have a trust fund.
Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse.
But you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia.

Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

-- Mary Schmich

(i saw this in a fren's fren's fren LJ. enjoy. good quote. i like. (:)

look me in the eyes

finally could publish yesterday's issue of "wassup wid ching, TODAY!"

theres the last comp of the year tmr for the girls, only tmr will be a down and OUT day for the team players cause out of the competition we are and more reasons for me to make a fool of myself on the court.

1st scene on the court:
coach called me out to take over one of the players since we were losin pretty bad anyway, ball came over fren missed.
ball came over again she missed again.
ball came over she CAUGHT it and it was my turn! it came my way! and then BAM!
i hit it out of the court. /:
one embaressin scene came my way.
the only thing i hoped was that it wasn't infront of my idol ( mj number nine! hahaha)

2nd scene on the court:
this technically was not during the match but durin the warm up, but in plain view of all spectators and for the opposng team to see.
so we were practisin spikin right, and i'm in centre see, so i was waiting for my tur, and draggin time so i won't haf to keep embaressing myself at the failed attempts to do a proper spike.
then came the fast and painful.
some spiker frm the other side of the net gave me a setdown, literally, on my FACE.
i was whacked hard and swift, and did it hurt.
i bet everyone saw. /:
i duno how i manage to embaress myself like that almost all the time.
the pain was the poundin kind u feel like shakin off but can't? and my whole left and centre portion of my face felt deformed for that moment.
really, my features felt pushed out of placei could slmost feel the mark of the ball IMPRINTED on me, unobscured and flashing red.

hope the nxt match wouldn't be this eventful.

had mass movement tutorial cum test and i guess i could fail... but then again...

geez, i can't believe it's come tot he poitn where i see more hope in geography than for literature.
and i got an A lvl pass for lit instead of geog for goodness sake.
adn din i just say i wanted to be a lit teacher / journalist in the not so far future?!
all hopes and dreams dashed and pushed away into the far reaches my cabinet of a brain.
not a very useful one (cabinet) since certain important information seem unachieveable and lost and unfound in the mountain of unnecessary junk files folder.

ANYWAY.

too much info about cloning durin GP lessons is attackin my braincells i need recuperation.
and Finally i haf a date with my class to watch the da vinci code! may is THE month i am free to entertain anyone or everyone since calvin has decided to disappear on me.
i shall look forward to his homecoming at the end of may or by 7 june.

and he might fly off again in july!
why?!
another favourite month of mine! ))):

give me the gift of love
look me in the eyes
say i'm the one your dreamin of
that'll be the best surprise
give me the gift of your sweet love
in the light of the day
in the dark of night

weet!
3 days! (((:

missing you.

we lost our only chance to conquer and own.
/:
it was a heart felt moment when the team realised it was the end for the year.

but we shall look forward to a brighter year, next year! i know we can do it.
2007 is THE year. my gut and intuition whispers at me to believe, and i do.

YJ STEADY?!
.
.
.
ACE!!! (((:

woke up late for school which was fine casue marie lim din seem to notice, or at least she din voice out her opinion, just incase i would rebutt her?
perhaps.
went to train myself at the stadium yest night and did a LITTLE gymin ( 30 mins) until i almost passed out.
guess i'm gettin too lazy for my own good.
and i think its also cause i hadn't eaten my dinner before i worked myself to meet the mark i use to be able to.
runnin 6 rounds was a disappointment. i just noe i could haf done better even though i was goin at a slack pace. /: i was so bothered by my apparent failure by the end of the 6 rounds i almost wanted to do it all over again if not for the tensed muscles and my injured back...

i'm such a disappointment to myself.

on a lighter note, there's hols and a long weekend comin up.. AND my parents are comin back TMR! (((:
sunday has been changed to monday for sentosa. SO. /:

pls make the impossible happen by turnin up, thank u.

(40 mins later)

FINALLY i finished my last sketch.
now all i need to do is another few thumbnails of my final product for yet antoher project ms gao has brilliantly put onto our heads. /:

alright, adios ppl. (:

4 days 4 days 4 days!!!! *chants away.

memoir

this was super long ago. haha. MISSED! (((:

changing happiness.

i have loads to say.
but first things first.

my dog, princess, is not shittin. /:

now i noe, it doesn't sound fragrant,
neither does it sound comfortably clean,
but really.
this is very unlike her so how? ):

the weekend was love. *looks up at the ceiling in thoughtful silence.

and we got the early anni presents for each other. haha
and no it wasn't the watches since we couldn't find anythin nice and our tastes were quite diff, like i wanted this and he wanted that and i wanted the guy version as well, and he said wad was the use of buyin watches then when it wasn't a couple kind. and then the couple kind were fugly so yes. that settles it. haha.

SO.

he got me asics shoes.
and i got him lacoste shirt.
:D!
( colour of words are the colour of our presents. haha.)

so both parties are happy. (((:

NOW.

sentosa on sunday ( the one before vesek day):
anyone invited.
i'm not gona say a specific time and u all shld now the normal meeting place is harbourfront bus interchange.
so if u haf church till a specific time u better voice out now. and dun u all back out at the very last minute cause then u all owe me each a subway turkey breast sandwich.
don't think u can runaway by sayin if u all each buy one i'd haf too many to eat and i'll get sick of it.
i NEVER get sick of my subway turkey breast sandwiches.

and tmr is the another comp at the CCAB.
against RJC. *shrugs
wad else can i say.

now the only thing that will truly make me smile is the thought of calvin and the love he brings, so PLS, just SHUT UP.
*Roar!

5 days.

whirlwind

Indeed. i've changed my blogskin. (:

rock it.

yay i saw my idol at the court again!
MJ number nine.
but his was against my sch guys so /: couldn't cheer for him. HAHA
"YJ steady?!...ACE!"

shucks, its rainin now. only NOW.
it was steamin hot in the CCAB court, if it weren't for the chore of cheerin for our guys ( they lost, so it was a waste of time) i would haf been at home in bed snuggled up with the air con on at full blast.

i failed my lit test essay. ))):
oh no.
a great way to start the year i must say.* shakes head
an friggin hell, joshua my "ex boyfren" got 21 fuckin marks over 25! i so wanted to punch his scrawny body. punch it into a pulp with weakened arms and endin it with a pathetic resultant i imagine it to be.
that ASS.
and i'm just sore bout the fact that i'm a friggin retainee and i can't make wonders happen. *ROAR!!!
i need to take a trip to sentosa for a good and proper tan. i'm sick and tired of wastin my life away in town or any part of singaproe for that matter.
yes sentosa is not on my map of singapore.

alright. i'm tired of typin.

yj steady?!
.
.
.
ACE!

you are so beautiful

what a stroke of luck it was yesterday night.
right after trainin, got a call frm the lover that he was out of camp for the night.
and at least i got some time with him before he finally comes out tmr night.

Sometimes i look at him and wonder how i could ever be this lucky to find him. so fast. so early! (haha the joke of it then...) out of all the people i have met, and to all the places i have been, all those years...
how could i possibly know that he was that one guy who could change my life?
i remebered the feelin when i saw him.
he was the guy with the other guy.
he never friggin noticed me!
but everytime i walked by him, WOOSH i'd be swept away.
of course i din show it,
how could i possibly know it?
that one day, he'd truly be mine. (:
then it happened, the stroke of luck,
a set up date never anticipated.
i would haf died if i had a choice, and the one day i would haf damned charlotte for the horror she put me through ( jokin babe. (((:)
it must haf been my WORST dressed day. /:
i couldn't haf looked more boyish, more intimidating, all muscles
( i had huge arm muscles then, as in REALLY huge, ncc did lots to me. that was one. with the inclusion of kayakin...*sigh),
more unimpressive...
i couldn't say much, i couldn't think!
there was the talk, and the movie, more talk, and the ride home.
oh how i dreaded it.
it was a horror story played for real.
i was the victim, and he the ghost.
but that was the day that started it all. :D

i was pretty noob bout the whole date thing.
still am since he's my first!
but it was an experience, that i hold kept in my heart,
for i love him,
for life, forever.
i'm happy in love. *hugs myself

tell me a story, of a lovers dream,
let it be dabbled with light sweet cream.
a story that relates to love's pure bliss,
lightened up by love's first kiss.
it must be mystical,
tell me,
it's gotta be electrical!
cherry topped and rainbow riced.
give me more, tell it thrice.
make it last and make it true,
make it one, of me and you.

art was fine. today was fine. can't wait for tmr! thank god there's no test/ hw. i'm gona drown myself in sleep early tonight.
one more day...one more day... ONE more day!

adieu.

math test was a big sigh-able issue.
so much practisin on completeing the square, and what did i get?
1 stupid question thats what( and i dun think i'll even get THAT right!) !

then i haf geography test tmr dammit. *roar!

the guys lost their first match against RJ, girls lost their first match with VJ.
but losin was not a bad thing, cause we still managed to lose with scores that were quite close (both teams).

i idolize MJ's jersey #9 guy. he is WOAH.
his spikin is WOAH. wooo!
adn he's also the fake spiker. u noe like bluff the other team u gona spike but actually its someone else. haha, YEA~ :D

ok. i think shld go study geog or i'm dead.
"so long, farewell, i'm here to say adieu~
adieu. adieu. to you and you and you~!"

THREE days!!! (((:

possiblities

" for life, forever ", said calvin. (:

watched eight below.
another animal lovers show that i say is a MUST watch.
the huskies were adorable, clever and everythin u want ur dog to be.
it shows the true love and bond between man and dog, provin to be a man's best fren film. (:

today was another cold day.
wad is it with the weather these days?
like the coldness of friday was not enuff./:

tmr is the guys' first volley match with... RJ.
and i get to miss sch frm 1.45 on! (((:
this weekend will be fanatastic for me. yay.

if love doesn't hurt you, it only makes you stronger.
i'll say.
and i guess after a dreadful ordeal like sat,
i'm feelin more love than ever.

and all the whole dilema thing on what to get calvin. hur. (what a waste of brain cells)
we decided on gettin a pair of couple watches! to commemorate the auspicious day. HAHAHA.

i'm goin to die for art history test tmr.
i duno wad to remember in the notes, endin with me hardly memorisin anythin at all!
DUN tell me to memorise everythin or i'll slap u upside down!
maths... i'm hopin i'll see some light out of the whole affair.
let me see the light! * shouts to the moon for some dramatic flair.

alright, i can't wait for this week's end.
countin till this week's end. (:
5 days.

ice COLD.

art test is screwed.
"what am i gona DO!?"
*cries out helplessly.

yest like i said, was ice skating with vincher. aannnnddd...
it was pretty cool. hahaha.
its been SUCH i long time since i've stepped into and ice ring.
what better way then to comemorate my return with the person i love and ppl i adore. (:
sadly not all the ppl i adore were there, but no matter. ANOTHER!!!

the whole day was a COOL (literally and figuratively!) day cause everywhere we went was ice ice COLD!
first it was the fuji ice palacce at jurong pt.
after it was HOLLAND V!
it was def my first time there. i din get any flashback at ANY corner of that delightful area.
nxt time, i want to STAY there.
u can bet on it.
i love that place.
its a food heaven, and they have indian rojak where tempaes ( nt sure how its spelt- they're fregmented the fried soyabean slices) actually exist!( many places du haf that certain stuff.)
there was also the "party with us" shop that had all the quirky stuff u could find in ur life time.

ok. goin back before i strayed and started cooin over holland V,

we headed to ESKI BAR aft dinner.
very memorable.
although at some point i got too chilly to feel much excitement.
there was the -17 degrees room which almost made my ears fall off, and it felt torturous.
but it was def a fun experience.
loved the drinks.
loved the cozy jackets they provided! ahha
and this was probably the one experience which just goes to confirms that i'll probably live most of my life in singapore :
i hate cold.
i can't stand it.
i'd rather sweat than freeze.
nuff said.
and i noe i dragged all of nai's hopes down when she wanted to go into the blizzard with only her thin jacket on and freeze herself senseless and i shook my head indicatin a no, but....

alright. i owe u one. we'll go in that way the nxt time.
and when we do, i'll wear snow boots.

i hate maths.
*states with vehmence.
tell me y i shld like it, then tell me again.

bow out.

" dun u know... since you're a reserve... you cannot demote any furthur and the only way for you is to go UP!!!! JIA YOU!!!! "
--> elvis, am i really suppose to be happy about that?! haha

today was a good day.
i liked today. (((:
considerin i got back my PW results and....
*claps enthusiastically
i have a BAND ONE. (:
and so did cheryl, kemp, una. WOOHOO! art students rock!

god. and to think all i did was squeak when i saw the results and felt embarressed through the whole ordeal after that.

*screams!

all those bloody drafts did NOT go to waste.
and here's big *hug* for all my group members.
we did it! (((:

and yes. ms foo maureen rocks too. hahaha!

i would go on gloatin but i shall contain my happiness for now.
just ate my dinner, and calvin lee is STILL not back yet.
and i finally got my keane cd back frm sab since.... 1.25 years ago.
how bout that.
takes our minds a long way back huh.
*looks into the distance. ( notlike there's much of a scenary. ha)

ok! calvin has just told me he's out frm the hell hole.
i'm OFF.

and sentosa trip has been cancelled.
u all are not gettin anymore frm me. NO MORE.
*roars

ice skating with vincher tmr. haha. WHEE!
wad a week.
HAHAHAHA. pw... HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

((((((((:

the point where x cuts y

my back is really hurting.
and the sharp pain strikes at the most unexpected moments...
when i'm buyin FOOD for example.
its a sign isn't it?
when i play volleyball.
its a sign isn't it?
when i SIT DOWN.
its a sign isn't it?
when i do my HOMEWORK!
its a sign isn't it?!

i duno why i even haf to go for volleyball nowadays.
a supposed reserve but where's the play? /:
yea, i really got the hint so might as well just tell me straight u dun need me on the court and let me spend my evenings free and easy without the hastle of stayin back JUST for the sake of pickin, passin, rollin, and kickin those bloody blue white and yellow balls.
the only times i got to dig spike and set was durin warm up session for bloody fuck's sake.
now i question the purpose of my presence.

now think of the irony where my presence was required for track trainins and i never showed up.
if and when volleyball closes down, NEXT STOP *ding dong*, netball.

i wait for the inevitable.

i haf a art and gp to complete.
i need to eat my dinner
i haf to feed my dog,
bathe myself
and rot away.

tell me life's worth living for.
even in darkest moments like such.
and when an arguement with a loved one,
is all it takes to tear the happiness down.
paradox proves the theory of love and hate.
when it happens, moments as such,
tell me life's worth livin for.

i miss KC.
i'm on a hysterical high.
cut me lose and help me help you make life a better place.

1 more day.

bliss and sing.

alright. sentosa on friday.
those with VIOLENT objections had better voice up quick and with SOUND reason.
(those with church, That is NOT a sound reason. there's always AFTER.)

and the more ppl the better.
so.
self invites are more or less welcome. hahaha.
or not, if its too uncomfortable for u,
as long as you'd be enjoyable company when it comes to playin RECREATIONAL volleyball
(this means no need to be pro and cocky),
PLEASE, make urself known to me.
i'll INVITE you. hur. (:

the rest of the volleyball clan,
make urselves useful and invite ppl.

NOW:
i can't wait to get back my badly done lit essay.
and i also can't wait for tmr's class outin! (:
its ot much, but...
it's seoul garden. i haven't eaten there in AGES. * groans.

and can i announce that there is a COCKROACH taking up RESIDENCE in my ROOM?!!!!
*roar!
DON'T u tell me to kill it.
its not like i haven't TRIED.
or attempted to ( at least!), considerin the fact that everytime i see the sick brown elongated body scuttlin across a small area, i go into hysterics.
and what's more, my useless dad just laughed my shrills away.
there i was in my room shoutin, " daddy it's there!!!! *eeepppp!!!!!!!!!.. daddy... *eep! DADDDDDYYYY!!!!!!!!"
and when i run out of the room, he was laughin and laughin and takin the slow STROLL to my room.

i miss the waffle sausages frm the pasar malam near my house.
right at this moment, i can see the red and white stripes bekoning me, to come, COME.
but i shall resist.
yes i SHALL.

and my mum baked some queer desert again.
tapioca somethin.
not bad i say.
like, won't die kind of issue.

ok. i've said enough.
three days till my love returns. yes, THREE DAYS!!!! *yipee!!! :D

the life i lead.

i'm cramped.
my lower back hurts.
my right calf feels really tight, so i can't walk without a limp.
i've got 8 more sketches to do for art's "view frm below", originality of the topic, is pretty much lackin.
i'm feelin a sense of dread for tmr's lit test, and i'm not sure WHY.

its like,
life has suddenly felt so indominable and strange.
another bubble of which i breathe in.

i should be doin my geog tutorial, which i WILL.
and the inpending doom of the art history test is practically gnawing at my consciousness.

calvin is spending time with a guy,( i would gladly severe all ties if i had a choice) at the gym (to renforce their machoism, WHICH is sadly at stake. one heads to taiwan to do saikang and another has become an administrator in an airbase), while i rot my ass off scribblin scribbles of nonscensical notions of wad cambridge deems as fundamentally correct.

the company is probably sittin at the national stadium.. (is the destination correct?) watchin the All Blacks run around and doin their maori thing.))): the tickets are not to be mine. my bad. /: but thanks elvis for the efforts. haha.(:

i'll say.

this life,
is a good life.

p.s: (ting xi) thank god u decided to keep the blouse. or u'd haf to kill me to get back urs.

i reside upon cushons of sadness.

he's goin to taiwan.
for a month.
on our fuckin anniversary.

i'm goin to cry a river,
and NO ONE can possibly dam its crush.
it'll rush over my lids,
and fall upon rocks of skin.
the rush of tears will spray upon hit,
scattering my saddness throughout,
and over thy soul.
No one can possibly dam its crush.

celebratin early, so what can we do, but where's the effect???
no more 0605.
0605 no more.
060506- ))):

i would have talked about the fun i had at pratahouse with the lovely couples i noe this night, just now, but
saddness for now is all i drown in. so i'll tell u another day ok? (:
and volley complains will come another day too./:

i said before that my worst day would come. the very worst.
it has.
the very dread of the forthcoming doom sits heavily upon my heart.
i feel the weight.
its holdin me down.
today.
*sigh

tomorrow, he returns for the week.

dingy.

goodness, just viewed one of my NCC seniors friendster profile. and this is the.. er.. 2nd time in YEARS since i've done that, and MY GOD, she's changed. she's loss weight and lookin tremendously good!!!!
lets applaude sergent XIU XIA~! (though u dun noe her, u shld. she has.. WOAH! respek man)

and AND,
after seeing part of oprah, i officially, for the first time, find an old guy, HOT.
introducin, matthew fox. :D *wheet!
ok he's not THAT old, but he's old in my context.
he's got white hair in his beard.
and even that's sexy. HAHAHA

art was PAINFUL today.
enough said.

tmr will be another painful day, and this one literally cause there will be PE and trainin.
and then saturday will be HALF painful cause morn is trainin then later is fun with my love at xue pin mei's sch carnival at MI.
he's been beggin so.. haha. give in i shall. HUR.

and what ppl say is true.
u can't haf ur crush as ur fren, or it'll just kill the infactuation.
and the killed infactuation has already been dead since forever.
where's the fun in it all now? Hahaha.
its tellin isn't it not?
i'm so bored, i've commited myself to doin art in sch!
but then i DO draw better when i'm in sch, so that's the plus side then.

art. *snorts

today is my 11th monthnni with calvin lee. (((:
come on, shake my hand!
whoo!

:D

volley tmr anyone? /:

2 more days!!!

roarin laughter.

hahaha!
LOL, kudos to marilyn. (((:

top of the world lookin.

should i get him a lacoste shirt not...
or the belt...
or the watch???

shit la.

HAHA. did SQUATS for volley today since it rained really heavily.
as in we linked arms behind each others back ( u noe the kind of freindly action thing goin on???) and then shouted our counting. we went frm 1- 25 and 25-1. only we always stopped halfway through the second half since some ppl will start gettin lower and lower and SINCE we all were linked the one's who WERE goin down became baggage and weights to those that could still go on the last lap. but it was pretty enjoyable since we had this MINI match with the guys. quite unfair since we just did finish arnd 30+ when the first match started. sot he guys completed their 50 squats while the girls broke apart in laughter and groans by the end of the 1st 25.

oh the things we do, when we have nothin else BETTER to do.

and apparently i'm not tall enough to block. WHEN i'm in FACT taller then those CHOSEN to prac blockin. /:
its screwed. and the only sports thing i'm lookin forward to this year is sports day, the track and field meet.
so apparently i still have a soft spot for trackin, touche. /:
*roar.

my legs are pretty drained, its weak and jiggly with hardly any tension in them to hold their twiching selves' up.

oh, and tell me, is eatin yoghurt everyday a bad thing? and cheese too. is it bad??? seriously.
cause i've been doin that.
in hopes of savin enuff money byt he end of the month.
it's workin by the way. i'm pretty proud of my self! *smirks with glee.

ok, for now, i dun think i haf any homework. (:
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.
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OF COURSE i haf hw.
its just that they're due nxt week, and, i KNOW the legs are not directly connected to the arms, but well...
break it bitch. i'll slap u if u force me. dun even lay a FINGER on me.

and u noe lit lessons, even if u threw some retarded comment, ppl will laugh it and take it into consideration anyway?
its not the same anymore with her.
it'll never be the same.
curse mr sng and spencer,
CURSE THEM!


i'm now quite bored so i'll go bathe. tata~

3 days~!!!

lOVE

why does my head look bigger? dun tell me its the hair. *Roar!!!

i love HIM! (:

the rest.

more random fotos:

that's the other breast, charlotte!!!! (((:

my b(:easties!
and the rest of the volley playin pics taken on friday.

FIVE days. /:

some

ok the long ago volley fotos:

here's 3.

that's er.. their fren. haha.

where we proudly show off the tumour

the whole clan, take 1
take 2

LASTLY.
no need to tell u hu THAT is. haha.
"we CAN!"

oh yea. THAT, we are.
there was a few but...
finally the PERFECT one.
here's somethin random.

too proud.

ok that was THAT.

love, me.

i loved today.
i love my man.
i love the weekends.
and
i cannot wait for next week's end.

i complained sat was quite a bore.
it was.
but today just made up for everythin else.

i'm up and waitin
for next week's end.

love,
me.

p.s: watched "keepin mum"
it was good. (((:

p.s.s: 5.5 days.

spannin 15.

so friday was the day i got my rosy cheeks WHICH still remains. (((:
(learnt setting skills- from shuanyi and soon kwee, which i haf yet to perfect. /:, but no matter (:)

but won't last for long despite all my wishful hopin.

my baby is sick, so we couldn't stay out much.
watched ULTRAVIOLET. which was TERRIBLE.

believe me when i say its trash.
its the ultimate of all horrendous movies.
the ULTIMATE.
"your unbelieveable~!"

i was gettin frustrated over my tummy.
and the fact that i ate a huge dinner just made it worst.

had trainin today which lasted 4.5 hrs for god's sake. FOUR point FIVE!
(it was also where i finally realised how true spikin was done. and i haf yet to try it out.)
well i say!

friday was also the day cheryl and i went to chinatown to check out cheapo stuff, which was, pretty cool.
like "cool beans" kinda cool. HAHAHA

art is gettin pretty packed, but i haven gotten arnd to muggin over it yet. ( like we can mug? :D)
another TEN sketches.

and i've got more pictures both frm recent days and the long forgotten volleyclan pics that i was buggin wei sin for. haha.
YEA, i FINALLY got them.

http://jamnhopt12.shutterfly.com/action/?
a=3IZOWjVuxcj


(this is the link to check the other fotos should u think some is missin. those hu need the password ask me for it for, privacy reasons? yea--- oh and its the WHOLE above. even the un-underlined part.)

ok. so i guess this is it for today-

"lovin you like i'll ALWAYS do"