i reside upon cushons of sadness.

he's goin to taiwan.
for a month.
on our fuckin anniversary.

i'm goin to cry a river,
and NO ONE can possibly dam its crush.
it'll rush over my lids,
and fall upon rocks of skin.
the rush of tears will spray upon hit,
scattering my saddness throughout,
and over thy soul.
No one can possibly dam its crush.

celebratin early, so what can we do, but where's the effect???
no more 0605.
0605 no more.
060506- ))):

i would have talked about the fun i had at pratahouse with the lovely couples i noe this night, just now, but
saddness for now is all i drown in. so i'll tell u another day ok? (:
and volley complains will come another day too./:

i said before that my worst day would come. the very worst.
it has.
the very dread of the forthcoming doom sits heavily upon my heart.
i feel the weight.
its holdin me down.
today.
*sigh

tomorrow, he returns for the week.