you are so beautiful

what a stroke of luck it was yesterday night.
right after trainin, got a call frm the lover that he was out of camp for the night.
and at least i got some time with him before he finally comes out tmr night.

Sometimes i look at him and wonder how i could ever be this lucky to find him. so fast. so early! (haha the joke of it then...) out of all the people i have met, and to all the places i have been, all those years...
how could i possibly know that he was that one guy who could change my life?
i remebered the feelin when i saw him.
he was the guy with the other guy.
he never friggin noticed me!
but everytime i walked by him, WOOSH i'd be swept away.
of course i din show it,
how could i possibly know it?
that one day, he'd truly be mine. (:
then it happened, the stroke of luck,
a set up date never anticipated.
i would haf died if i had a choice, and the one day i would haf damned charlotte for the horror she put me through ( jokin babe. (((:)
it must haf been my WORST dressed day. /:
i couldn't haf looked more boyish, more intimidating, all muscles
( i had huge arm muscles then, as in REALLY huge, ncc did lots to me. that was one. with the inclusion of kayakin...*sigh),
more unimpressive...
i couldn't say much, i couldn't think!
there was the talk, and the movie, more talk, and the ride home.
oh how i dreaded it.
it was a horror story played for real.
i was the victim, and he the ghost.
but that was the day that started it all. :D

i was pretty noob bout the whole date thing.
still am since he's my first!
but it was an experience, that i hold kept in my heart,
for i love him,
for life, forever.
i'm happy in love. *hugs myself

tell me a story, of a lovers dream,
let it be dabbled with light sweet cream.
a story that relates to love's pure bliss,
lightened up by love's first kiss.
it must be mystical,
tell me,
it's gotta be electrical!
cherry topped and rainbow riced.
give me more, tell it thrice.
make it last and make it true,
make it one, of me and you.

art was fine. today was fine. can't wait for tmr! thank god there's no test/ hw. i'm gona drown myself in sleep early tonight.
one more day...one more day... ONE more day!