when time will pass

i believe girls are just TOO bothered with how they look in fotos.
We worry too much on whether we'll get our perfect match or not.
for those that already are attached, how much our guys really love us, when the day will come when they decide to leave us, what they really see in us, how they see us compared to other girls (blah blah blah!)
THEN. how much we've grown over a period of three days.
how we'll survive our next 2.4 run.
how the other girl is so much better than ourselves.
how our nxt shoppin spree is gona turn out.
what's the newest trend.
what new gossips, more old gossips.

it just never stops.

sometimes i get so sick of such things, i wish everythin could just go back to how it was.

goin for competitions, winning competitions,tryin to be the best, being the best, beating the best, testin ur limit, reachin the limit, getting a challenge, beatin that challenge, impressing, being oppressed.

at least one will stay healthy that way. and its so much more fulfillin.

i'm sick of the present.

13 days of unrequitted longing.