groan moans

i HATE art la dammit.
how am i suppose to convert realistic MEMORIES into fantasical and surrealistic images?!

its drivin me crazy.
like instead of wakin up and feelin loved by calvin, i wake up feelin the stress of how to potray this and that!
and this can't be happenon on such a HAPPY WEEK as this!!!
my birthday is this friday for god's sake.
LET ME BEEEEEEEeee!

ok suggestions needed.
how to show :
-my love for princess ( my dog)
-my first car
???

help will be greatly appreciated.

4 days to happy day!
5 days till calvin returns!