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in just a few hours i'll be turnin mature eighteen.

wonder how different it'll feel...

probably none at all.

oh yes. and recently i haf this need to eat "desert" after every dinner.
be in small or big, I DUN CARE, but i EAT.

wonder how long this will last. * ponders thoughtfully

today art was soooooooooOOOoooOOOooooo borin.
we had a block test review with samples for EACH question.
there's 6.
1 hour plus plus in total was spent on such.
how mundane and utterly eye blinding.

today was also the day i made up my mind to head down to far east to collect my summer dress. YAY! (((:
i love love LOVE it. (:

i finally deduced from the days of my life that in my life, i have acquired not many achievements at all.
i'm not completely proud of almost everythin in life, but instead, consistently drifting on mundane subjects and the daily tolls one can find on any other day.
i guess i could haf been proud of myself for gettin a 19/25 for an unseen poem essay for the Blocks, but somehow, i always manage to suppress my glee and jubilation and force myself to think of the consequences of being complacent.
in doing so, forcing myself to attempt to do better.
but think about it.
if i dun enjoy the moment and the moment after just in the hopes attainin better results in future, where's the joy in progress then???
they always say, "you've done well, but you can do better."
what if i dun?
what if i'm happy and fine just there?

but i'll bet it probably will get better if i TRY.
but for the moment, i just wish it wasn't always about doin better but instead, living for the moment.

enough said.

i miss calvin and i want him back now!

hail all! i'm turnin eighteen soon! no cheers to that.
(it means i haf to start payin 2.50 in stead of 1.50 when i go to the gym.) HAHA

3.25 hours to happy day!
2 days till calvin returns!

cherrios~