i await the impossible.

ok. i'm bored stiff.
just came back NOT long frm volley trainin.
today was fun, despite the low keyed atmosphere.

and haha, heard that one volley guy quit the cca for soccer.
no hopes in winnin for volley. ( not that i'm sayin there's no chance, for i swear we haf wad it takes...someday. haha)
but a def no hopes for HIM in soccer

anyhoos
stuydin plans haven gotten underway yet and still i flit frm flower to flower along life's windin road.
no surprise there.
good thing there are weekly tests to help push us along.
i hated them in the beginnin of the year, but now i think they're workin fine wid me.
at least it gets me started somewhere.

see.
even now i sit on the chair flattin my ass,
and widenin it further,
without a cause to change anythin that's happenin arnd me.
i could snap out of spaced out mode
and head on wid my work.
i could start pickin the pieces
of the puzzle to my life.
but i guess doin that would
insult my set and saved decorum.

oh wad would i do if i dun start now.
wad would i do if i dun change "how".

questions i ask and of which i know the answers, clear and true.
i know and fully comprehend,
that i,
am without a doubt,
a bum,
too lazy,
no bothers to give what heck.

i tell u now.
i fully comprehend my present state.
it would take more than a budge, a push, a HEAVE, to get me movin.

maybe a lahar would do just the trick if it doesn't kill me first...

ok then. bring on the torrential rains and earthquakes.
strike now, or forever bare my wrath of untameable droning.

i await the impossible.