my hip gyration has come to an abrupt halt. just last night i was blasted away by the news announced, none other by the man himself, that he will not be contactin me for the remainin week until he returns.
why?
his stupid phone spoilt on him.
and he can't possibly continuously use his fren's phone, and even if he wanted, he can't cause he's goin OUT into the wilderness to encounter death and its perils.

i for one would just like to kick him in the ass.

anyway, to take my mind off the DISTRACTIONS that i had to deal with in relation to him, i found consolence in other minute things, with various degrees of importance like:
princess, who looks adorable ( to me- if u idiots refuse to fork in some sweet comment abt her) sittin on the cushion beside my bed, the minute i got home and stepped into my room.

and i've also tried enforcing some fear into my impenetratable armour of complacence, that i attained frm Blocks, by puttin THIS:
which seems to be causin no surmountable reaction in my brain that could even spark, for the slightest bit, some fear into myself.
i'm in danger of crumblin into a pile of dust to be swept away by some lone sweeper.
i could not even be worthy of existing!!! * shouts drmatically to my room's ceiling

on the other hand, it could all be better than going crazy over my lack of competency to complete my studyin/revision plans for promos.
for that, i pat myself on the back.

i am no longer happy with the countdown. it just highlights the despair that i live through each day not being able to have the slighest contact with calv.
but....

NINE

it wouldn't hurt. haha (:

p.s.: check out the link that i placed under recommended "rejected" shld be familiar to some ppl. while others may be able to identify this video to the quotes that i haf extracted frm it durin my delirious/crazy moments. "i am a ba-na-na" and "this is fun!".
alright go check it out. ha.