i see u noticed i changed my blog skin.

very observant.

i went pulau ubin yest to cycle!
i haf EVERY intention of tellin u how ExCITIN the trip was.
but, that'll haf to wait cause i need the assisstance of pictures, of WHICH i do not haf at hand rite now.

so for now,
you wait.

just 5 days till i leave singapore for korea.
and i hear that "WHAT?" no connection there??
"what?"
only 3G phones haf the bloody privilege?
slap la. now how am i suppose to contact my beloveds in singapore
huh huh huh????

i WOULD rant abt art, but i'm even tired of rantin.
i would discuss an atrocity i saw at pulau ubin, but i won't.
i'm tired. tired of the hols. tired of sitting. standing. outings. LIVING.

everythin is a "been there, done that" issue.
i'm sick.
just so sick of experiencin it all.

u want to meet.
ok we'll meet.
but we'll walk the same place, shop the same shops, eat the same stuff (and even if its somethin new, it really wouldn't matter), talk the same talk.

come to think of it "joy" could be rite. ( abt me being old)
i could very well be experiencing premature midlife crisis.
and guess wad, i haven even passed age 19.
how absurd. how insane. how irrational.

how true.

BUT alas, a person can never be too old to haf a boyfriend. (dear joy,)
love is only lost when ur dead and gone.
finding love is the few things in life that should be well appreciated and treasured.
a loved one may be gone but memories will stay forever more.

i miss calvin.