Friday, January 26, 2007

damn sinus and its effects on me.
i've been livin my days (and nights) in a groggy state with perpetual blocked nazal cavity.

a personal hell.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

i'll tell u wads the life.

fourmer d' ambert and caviar on table water crackers.
snail shaped turkey sausages and wheat bread.

THAT's the life. *slurps.
its inane how i find MULTIPLE piercings disgustin yet revel in the thought of gettin an eyebrow piercin.

too punkish?
i noe.
could it be i'm goin back to my secondary sch fashion??

THE HORROR.
ok.
its either my intestine is twisted,
my intestine is twisted,
or its twisted.

cause its hurtin like hell since mornin aft i've completed my mornin routine.

its the area on the right of my abdomen so wad else can i deduce frm that???

the last remainin hours before i went to bed was spent at calvin's place watchin the pirated version of saw3.cringing, gaspin and spasmically moving my hand up and down before my face in the futile attempt to block out the grotesque images on the computer screen (yea, was watchin it on the com).
i have therefore come to the conclusion that it's not AS nice as the very first. hur.
its like the suspense just depletes as the movie unfolds.
like all the rest, it starts with the sickening portrayal of several murders. of course with the inclusion of HOW the murders went abt. how could anyone, EVER, exclude that.
-actually if u think abt it, they aren't actually murders. just seeds of terror to be planted in a person in an attempt to change them.
i can't stand the fact that all three movies in the series of Saw is so aptly twisted in plot like the "twisted productions" that made them.
like whats up with the explicit irony of it? (enough irony! i've been hearin it for three YEARS from a hairy Caucasian man with a boomin voice and a tenancy to viciously abuse himself and verbally abuse young innocuous ppl- mr. Spencer if that wasn't obvious enuff with "hairy Caucasian")

OH NO! i think my bird is being bullied by rowdy stray birds! (runs off to do a check)

alright he's fine.

so yea. basically it just proves Conrads theory that humans are all savages, even when coated by layers and layer of civility. (and this i refer to the SAW movies, and NOT Spencer.)
because despite the gruesomeness of what we see before us when we watch SAW, or any other disturbing films for that matter, we are INFINITELY drawn to it.
repeatedly sought it out to see it over again.
even if one can't contain the substances that churn in their bottomless pit of a stomach to produce geysers. we are who we are, and have wad is quoted from 'Heart of Darkness',
"the FACINATION of the ABOMINATION."

and i've decided that yjc is a good place to be in.
no seriously.
SERIOUSLY!
haha.

alright i'll shuddup and get some work done.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

CVD (its a modified carnival) at YJC
pasa malam style!

come down on 10th feb
open from 2-9pm.

tickets sellin at $10.
contact me if u want to GO!!!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

shit. can't believe i'm nineteen this year.
isn't time passin a tad TOO fast?
wasn't it just july last year that i celebrated my 18th birthday?
and i still remember clearly,
the ambience,
the food,
the round carnation.
wad happened between
mature eighteen
to becoming a naggy nineteen.

STOP!!!
i'm not ready to go on just yet!

i dun even feel mature enuff to act my age.
oh pls, time... spare me. *sigh

plus, its just 6 months to my birthday.
dun give the same crap that its STILL 6 months, very LONG.
u tell me wad happened 6 months before, and if u can tell me one small detail, i'll tell u,
"yea wad, 6 months very long rite."

did i mention that i DREAD artlitgeogmaths? yea. bane to my existence they are, artlitgeogmaths.
screw it.

i think of Alvls and my heart goes "thumpity thump"
i think of uni, and my heart soars.
i think of wad course i wld take and my heart does a spin.
if i think anymore,
i think i'll be dead tired to live forevermore.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

i think my mum's got some serious photographic genes that should be considered a talent. haha
check this OUT:




























expressive. hur hur.

Friday, January 05, 2007

no block test.
did i hear u say.. NO BLOCK TEST!?!?


hah ha,


NO BLOCK TEST!!!
woots! (((((: