you noe, i actually don't MIND havin block test.
i don't mind studyin.
i dun even mind gettin back results, even when the anxiety build up gets too great.
BUT wad i really hate?
is the fact that the results will later come in the form of a results slip.
and THAT's the real sick thing about education.

even if the results are good (which i've already assured myself that this time it won't be), one would be able to find fault with that slip of paper.
its like NOTHING can be right about it.

imagine you get 76/80 (sorry the top girl's promo results just stuck to my head the moment i heard it) for your A level points, and then u tell urself, "good job!" and then "but where's the other 4 ponits?" and then u'd try to kick urself in the shin (which u can't by the way) for not scorin a full marks when u COULD.

see?
when can results slips ever be good?
when it (the results) comes with the exam/test paper itself. that's when its good.
where u can identify ALL ur tinsy winsy mistakes and make up big excuses for them.
but results are NEVER good when they come together, like a gang of hooligans, bent on terrorising you out of ur skin.
and all they show are digits and grades. and remarks.
like do we really need the comments on our behaviour(?), compliments are sufficient thank you.

just watched some disney princesses video.
and who would've guesses, snow white's dutch! haha. i saw a snippet of her wearing those holland clogs and tattered clothes.
to think about it the only thing i remembered abt her was white, round, red, blue and black.
with twittering birds flying about her and little animals scuttling all around her.
hmmm.

and elvis, u say i shld take princess jasmine.
i still like aurora.
but aladdin is CUTE. so not much of a teaser and mockery to me.haha. and ha ha to you too!
but so is the prince in sleeping beauty(cute), wadeva his name is...